I feel pain but i will endure it, for i Know pain is the phase that will pass like the joy which just passed. joy will come and go by giving the pain to play with us. One might say then why to live why not just die if all of these is nothing but a cycle. May be death is not a end it's the beginning of somthing wonderful or may be not but not that i know anything about that. Why i endure i endure for the art, the game, for my love, for good of the people, for good of my parents and kins. I believe there is nothing more meaning than art, form doesn't matter.